I don't know. I basically give up self improvements on traditional human relationship. For me the secrets of the Universe are much more interesting and hugely r

I don't know. I basically give up self improvements on traditional human relationship. For me the secrets of the Universe are much more interesting and hugely rewarding comparing to petty human interactions. Human relationship is also too difficult for people like me, we are basically gaining 1 for every 10 efforts we make, while others can easily gain 10 for every 1 effort. Let's not fall into the fallacy of human relationship. Let's do what we, as humans, not simple animals, are supposed to achieve ultimately: to understand, conquer and break through the laws of universe. In that perspective, we do build relationship but not on love or family. Instead we build on a common noble goal.