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Go ahead and down-vote me now, I'm going to criticize academia here. The question was "which courses have had the greatest impact on you?" and not "which course
by dingosity 4y ago
Go ahead and down-vote me now, I'm going to criticize academia here. The question was "which courses have had the greatest impact on you?" and not "which courses have had the greatest POSITIVE impact on you?"
I am sad to say my junior year honors literature course had the most impact on my career. One of the assignments was an analysis of one or two Matthew Arnold works (Matthew Arnold's a 19th century poet & critic who's pretty well known in academia.) He's not my favourite, but not horrible by any means. I'm more of a Browning or Houseman fan, really. But in academia you study more than just the stuff you like.
Turns out my prof was a guy who was REALLY INTO ARNOLD.
I write a paper and pull some argument out of my ass; can't even remember it now. My paper came back with an F. Not because I pulled the argument out of my ass, but because it was the same argument made in an obscure journal by an obscure academic. My prof demanded to know a) why I didn't properly cite this obscure academic and b) where I had found a copy of the journal article. He apparently had the last printed copy in Texas and it was starting to deteriorate. It wasn't in our school's library, so where could I have possibly found the article? (this was before everything was on the intarwebs.)
I tried to explain I had simply pulled the argument out of my ass, and that it seemed reasonable. His counter was there was no way a mere undergraduate could have produced such a sophisticated critique of Matthew Arnold.
So I got an F on that paper and every paper I turned in afterwards. Sadly, it was past the point I could drop the course, so I wound up with an F. I dropped out of the honors program and eventually left that university.
I still pursued natural language research and still love the intersection of semantics and syntax. Fascinated by Sapir-Whorf, think Chomsky's a first class mind, &c &c
Before that class, there was a non-zero chance I would have pursued a PhD in literary criticism. Afterwards? No. F that and F academia. I still write, but not as a career. And I still enjoy reading both high-brow literature and low-brow genre. And the cool thing now is I pretty much read what I want to. I don't have a stack of "serious" books I have to read. I don't have to read everything Doris Lessig wrote. I can read another Saul Bellow novel and not feel guilty (though obviously, I'd feel pretty depressed afterwards.)
So... that one class definitely dissuaded me from a life in academia. I'm out in the real world banking coin and doing what I want.
Now... please feel free to down-vote me because I criticized academia and had the temerity to suggest I was capable of independently constructing a reasonable critique of a 19th century poet.
- dingosity 4y agoSince I've been a jerk and focused on the negative, let me say the course that had the greatest POSITIVE influence on me was an Optics course I took. I think I took it the same semester as the lit class above. I didn't go on to an optics career, but the instructor was an exceedingly gifted educator. He was able to present the material in a way that most of the class was right there in the derivations... you felt like you really understood what was going on as he presented it. There was also a bit of math towards the end that I was a bit shaky on... but again, the examples in class really made it clear. I can't say I remember too much about Optics, but the rudimentary Complex Analysis in the course gave me the confidence to take other courses that used "difficult" math.
- sockaddr 4y agoSince this prof was accusing you of plagiarism I think you could have appealed this and taken the case to your department’s head of the dean, why didn’t you do that? I have a feeling that if you articulated your case well enough the prof would have eventually dropped the issue. I have to say, this seems like it’s mostly on you not defending yourself. Sure the professor was wrong and being an ignorant ass but you shouldn’t have rolled over like that.
- sul_tasto 4y agoYou’re right, of coarse, but at that age it wouldn’t have occurred to me to go to the dean. Students are used to the teachers having all the power. My high school junior is still told where she has to sit in class. It’s ridiculous.
- throw_away1525 4y agoHe's not right, he's just victim blaming. It's not reasonable to expect college students who are barely adults to have to defend themselves against abusive professors who have a position of power over them.
- dingosity 4y agoThis was an undergraduate course at a state school. There was no appeals process. When I asked, the remedy was "oh, you can re-take the course from another instructor next semester." But the course wasn't offered again until a year later and the same prof had taught it for the previous five years; there was no indication he wasn't going to teaching it the next year.