I'm teetotal and I feel like I can sort of turn this on, usually motivated by boredom. I wonder if I am putting more effort into it, or lacking a genuine uninh

I'm teetotal and I feel like I can sort of turn this on, usually motivated by boredom. I wonder if I am putting more effort into it, or lacking a genuine uninhibitedness which drinkers access easily. Or perhaps, on the contrary, by drinking they make it harder to access this state naturally?