Well said. OP - please cut yourself some slack! I have a feeling that you even at 50% effort is still far above the bar your company internally holds. I imagine

Well said. OP - please cut yourself some slack! I have a feeling that you even at 50% effort is still far above the bar your company internally holds. I imagine they’ve been the net beneficiary of this business relationship over the years, it’s okay for you to enjoy some surplus yourself.