Been there done that. It actually led to my final spiral out of control. The court ordered person I work with has been the best help. He doesn't fuck around. W

Been there done that. It actually led to my final spiral out of control. The court ordered person I work with has been the best help. He doesn't fuck around. While the therapist said 'why do you feel this way...why do you think that...blah blah' this guy was the first person my whole life to say 'dude, you have value, I wish you could see the person I see'. I can't explain what hearing that did for me. Especially from someone that knows ALL the good and the bad. I can't use my 'but if he only knew' cop out.