Right but if I'm hosting my own mode that only I post to, in conjunction with other nodes, my followers get my posts from my node of im Black listed. I think w

Right but if I'm hosting my own mode that only I post to, in conjunction with other nodes, my followers get my posts from my node of im Black listed. I think when you sub to someone you're also sent a list of nodes that a person uses. So when I'm banned you already have my node in your list, so you won't even notice.