Oh, I know I don't want X, but I need it - X being money in my current situation. Frugality has helped, but only so much. I know I'm pursuing the wrong thing.

Oh, I know I don't want X, but I need it - X being money in my current situation. Frugality has helped, but only so much. I know I'm pursuing the wrong thing. I know I need a system to get out of this cycle. Either that, or find something that's fulfilling and lucrative at the same time, which I've found to be rare. Guess I'd achieve it some day. Maybe the freedom and satisfaction wouldn't be as long lasting as I'm telling myself to be.