I am not in your position but I feel you are being a bit hard on yourself... - Most of what you see from the outside is not the whole story. SBF or the other c

I am not in your position but I feel you are being a bit hard on yourself... - Most of what you see from the outside is not the whole story. SBF or the other companies with no clear mission getting $, well...We seldom know the whole story including how much of the $ is actually theirs and how much is owed. Dont anchor yourself on others. - It is highly unlikely that you are unemployable, try going for industries/markets/positions that you haven't gone for in the past because of your own opinions. (I reluctantly went into an industry I held back from for a long time only to realize it was foolish of me not to be open minded) - Show/display/market to your prospective employers what they want to see/what role they are trying to fill. Just because you have experiences doesn't mean you have to lay it all out..just enough to show that you fit the role they are looking for - Fundraising is difficult especially if you have a personality that is not conducive to networking. Try alternatives...gov't grants, kickstarters, etc. At the end of the day I don't think there is any secret sauce other than hard work, patience, and a handful of luck. Keep trying and hang in there :)