I'm sorry for your situation - but I also feel obliged to say that the opposite is true. The famous song/saying - "Don't know what you got 'til it's gone." It

I'm sorry for your situation - but I also feel obliged to say that the opposite is true. The famous song/saying - "Don't know what you got 'til it's gone." It's important to take inventory on your life and your feelings regularly - so you don't end up in a situation you shouldn't have been in for a long time, and also so you don't leave or end something that's really good.