Look up “andy stapleton youtube”, watch some videos, consider whether you want to either a) make the necessary changes b) call it a day b can be awesome! One

Look up “andy stapleton youtube”, watch some videos, consider whether you want to either a) make the necessary changes b) call it a day b can be awesome! One written off year is nothing in the scheme of a life. For future happiness you will need to learn how to hack your own brain to do what you want, but first you just need to forgive yourself to move on.