I've been struggling with knowing how to spend money now that I have it. I don't even have that much, just slightly above a median salary but that's so much mor

I've been struggling with knowing how to spend money now that I have it. I don't even have that much, just slightly above a median salary but that's so much more than I've ever had before. I spent all of college wondering if the current semester would be my last and now I can just pay off my loans in a year if I really want to. It's incredible but also really unjust because I know so many people are experiencing what I experienced but here I am with a bunch of money sitting around not helping people with it. I want to make sure I can really justify every purchase and investment because I know how much the same money could mean to someone else. At the same time though, that's a stressful worldview to have and I also need to make sure I'm living a quality of life that my loved ones are comfortable with. It's a hard balance.