Idk. I think the pandemic changed me and my general view of the world. And I didn't even notice when it happened. I lost at least 5 people close to me that I re

Idk. I think the pandemic changed me and my general view of the world. And I didn't even notice when it happened. I lost at least 5 people close to me that I remember in a blink. I'm not depressed but it's like I lost the joy of many things that I like, anything corporate-related is all BS to me and serendipity is something really rare these days. Or maybe I'm just getting old.