I think a lot of what you wrote are possible signs that programming isn't for you but it depends. What you listed is aimed at frontend work. Maybe you should be

I think a lot of what you wrote are possible signs that programming isn't for you but it depends. What you listed is aimed at frontend work. Maybe you should be setting your goal somewhere else in programming. Especially if you have the learning resources for the frontend stuff but you're still failing to make progress with it. Although learning sometimes can be best at a job that's forcing you to make progress everyday. I personally don't think programming is for everyone and I think that some people just push themselves into the career for financial reasons. They're probably going to live a life of despair attached to them for it. Unless they eventually switch to management.