I tend to agree with you a lot, and find the process entirely terrifying. I've grown up with a history of being shut down and bullied when attempting to create

I tend to agree with you a lot, and find the process entirely terrifying. I've grown up with a history of being shut down and bullied when attempting to create (by teachers, peers, or mistakenly by family), and have as a result become an permanent observer to nearly everything. Only in the workplace have I turned things around because I could invoke the necessity to bypass everything else in order to make something tangible, but the private sphere is an endless battle to simply "feel" allowed and able to make something, and for it to be bad. As a result I also have a lot of respect for people who just do that constantly and got into the habit of it, and I think this is something we should encourage in others.