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I haven’t used illegal drugs, but I am bipolar. Mania is a high that nothing else has ever matched. I have benzos for anxiety. And they really make an exciting
by kayodelycaon 4y ago
I haven’t used illegal drugs, but I am bipolar. Mania is a high that nothing else has ever matched.
I have benzos for anxiety. And they really make an exciting social event so much brighter and clearer. I’m so comfortable in my own skin, I can just be around absolute strangers.
It’s hard to compare to those highs. My daily live comparatively dull. But I’ve accepted the tradeful because the other things that come with mania are not worth it.
Occasionally, I get a glimpse of what I had. I should walk away, but I don’t. And pay for it later.
- dustymcp 4y agoBenzos are also misused and highly addictive, i lived with an addict once and the moodswings where crazy when those were in the mix, tried it myself once it makes you very confident until you mix that with alcohol what a rollercoaster, never again im happy it can be used for good tho! :)
- kayodelycaon 4y agoYeah. Gave up alcohol when I got diagnosed. I’m terrified of becoming addicted to anything. I don’t particularly like Benzos but when I need them, I really need them. It took a lot of prodding and nagging from professionals, friends, and to get me to use them at all. :)