"content on christmas eve with family is more true self than suicidal anxiety of existantial dredd" Both are true feelings, but my point was, that I don't thin

"content on christmas eve with family is more true self than suicidal anxiety of existantial dredd" Both are true feelings, but my point was, that I don't think a general baseline anxiety is something that is part of ones personality. I feel limited in myself, when fear is dominating and free, if the fear is gone and I am no longer blocked to do the things I want.