> Other developers seem to be succeeding, and I'm worried about how I'll look if it takes me weeks do to what others are doing in hours. That one exact thought

> Other developers seem to be succeeding, and I'm worried about how I'll look if it takes me weeks do to what others are doing in hours. That one exact thought is compounding your problem. It's pure anxiety and it makes problem worse, I know from experience. When you think that, try to calm yourself with "yeah, it's just anxiety speaking, it will be fine". Maybe also try magnesium supplements, magnesium citrate helps me (but it typically takes up to a week of supplementation, minimum 2 days).