Of course I was just doing it wrong. If only there had been some trustworthy authority who could have helped me navigate! Because clearly the university educate

Of course I was just doing it wrong. If only there had been some trustworthy authority who could have helped me navigate! Because clearly the university educated ~grifters~ [pastors], "scholars", "councilors", sacred texts, and ~imaginary friends~ [divine guidance] weren't enough. If only some friends and I weren't born as 'abominations' then the culty religious organizations would've seemed more productive. Look even a broken clock is right twice a day. I still don't want broken clocks in my life. Honestly I'm done with magical thinking, confirmation bias, survivorship bias, appeals to authority, and all the other tiresome phenomenon necessary to remain in any faith.