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Breck, you're not crazy. But you do have a condition called Bipolar Disorder, and you're in another manic episode. You admit so here: https://www.reddit.com/r/

Breck, you're not crazy. But you do have a condition called Bipolar Disorder, and you're in another manic episode. You admit so here: https://www.reddit.com/r/BipolarReddit/comments/xxjd25/i_was_wrong_i_was_never_crazy_the_world_is/ https://www.reddit.com/r/BipolarReddit/comments/xxjd25/i_was... https://medium.com/@bipolarguy321/going-manic-with-a-fitbit-6e7209d4bb54 https://medium.com/@bipolarguy321/going-manic-with-a-fitbit-... These are your words from your past self: "Mania is like an invisible drug. I had been off it for years. I had been vigilant. But after a long stable period, I had forgotten and now my guard was down. I didn’t recognize it as it was happening. Looking back, this was probably the time to catch it. To go see my therapist. To get back on meds. To reveal my condition to some more people and ask for help." Sound familiar? "My behavior became textbook manic. My ideas and claims became more and more ambitious — topics that had seemed complex to me before suddenly seemed simple, I could learn anything, solve any problem, change industries. With my software project I started to feel the paranoid need to move fast" You need to walk into the closest psychiatry office and tell them you have Bipolar and are in a manic episode that is distressing your family. You can stabilize and get your situation back to normal. I promise you the cancer startup can wait a few months until you do that and get things under control.

breck 4y ago
My words from the link you cited: "Bipolar disorder is not a thing." I wrote in silico models of the brain. Couldn't figure it out. Turns out it's a lie. System people do not like people who excel and so created a fake condition and labelled them crazy and that they need to be medicated and hospitalized. That's my position. And it's a very strong one. You will not be able to prove that it is real, because the data is not there. Bipolar disorder is as real as the Covid vaccines are effective. Covid lockdowns/mandates/vaccines btw is my proof that society can easily fall for mass delusions. Tom Cruise was right about psychiatry being largely a mass delusion. You can look me up on Google Scholar and Github. I know what I'm talking about. Do you?
- reducesuffering 4y ago
  You only said "Bipolar disorder is not a thing." during your mania the past 3 months. You need to trust the person you are in: https://medium.com/@bipolarguy321/going-manic-with-a-fitbit-6e7209d4bb54 https://medium.com/@bipolarguy321/going-manic-with-a-fitbit-... That is when you actually made your contributions on Google Scholar. Your GitHub contributions are almost entirely before September when it seems like you started mania. What you have been doing recently isn't working, objectively. You're living on your own right now and financial numbers are only going down. These are objectively worse. You've accomplished a lot before this and still can, but you need to see the psychiatrist first and trust your past self. I promise you this is how you get to see your daughters.
  - breck 4y ago
    > What you have been doing recently isn't working, objectively ?? Have you seen our traffic numbers? We had a minor dip during the Xmas break, but now back to record numbers. > You're living on your own right now I'm rarely sleeping on my own ;) > and financial numbers are only going down. ?? Which financial numbers? This will be a record month for us. Talking to you is like talking to an NPC. You make a statement, I provide data that it is false, you don't take that new evidence into account to adjust your reality calculations (https://www.rootclaim.com/ https://www.rootclaim.com/).

breck 4y ago

My words from the link you cited: "Bipolar disorder is not a thing." I wrote in silico models of the brain. Couldn't figure it out. Turns out it's a lie. System people do not like people who excel and so created a fake condition and labelled them crazy and that they need to be medicated and hospitalized. That's my position. And it's a very strong one. You will not be able to prove that it is real, because the data is not there. Bipolar disorder is as real as the Covid vaccines are effective. Covid lockdowns/mandates/vaccines btw is my proof that society can easily fall for mass delusions. Tom Cruise was right about psychiatry being largely a mass delusion. You can look me up on Google Scholar and Github. I know what I'm talking about. Do you?

reducesuffering 4y ago
You only said "Bipolar disorder is not a thing." during your mania the past 3 months. You need to trust the person you are in: https://medium.com/@bipolarguy321/going-manic-with-a-fitbit-6e7209d4bb54 https://medium.com/@bipolarguy321/going-manic-with-a-fitbit-... That is when you actually made your contributions on Google Scholar. Your GitHub contributions are almost entirely before September when it seems like you started mania. What you have been doing recently isn't working, objectively. You're living on your own right now and financial numbers are only going down. These are objectively worse. You've accomplished a lot before this and still can, but you need to see the psychiatrist first and trust your past self. I promise you this is how you get to see your daughters.
- breck 4y ago
  > What you have been doing recently isn't working, objectively ?? Have you seen our traffic numbers? We had a minor dip during the Xmas break, but now back to record numbers. > You're living on your own right now I'm rarely sleeping on my own ;) > and financial numbers are only going down. ?? Which financial numbers? This will be a record month for us. Talking to you is like talking to an NPC. You make a statement, I provide data that it is false, you don't take that new evidence into account to adjust your reality calculations (https://www.rootclaim.com/ https://www.rootclaim.com/).