As being in similar situation in the past, you are asking questions of meaning.. Why am I here? What is my value as a person? As you mention, it seems your tr

As being in similar situation in the past, you are asking questions of meaning.. Why am I here? What is my value as a person? As you mention, it seems your true calling is sharing your knowledge and teaching Perhaps taking time to discuss what makes you enjoy will be fruitful I have more to discuss, you are welcome to be in touch via email (see my profile)