Just browsing the comments so far I can't believe no one has asked: What is it you want to do? It's not at all clear from your post what you are trying to achie

Just browsing the comments so far I can't believe no one has asked: What is it you want to do? It's not at all clear from your post what you are trying to achieve. Do you want to do all of these things equally? It sounds like you're talented at a wide array of things and should do the warren buffet prioritization exercise in which you write down all the things you want to do, order them from most want to least, and then take everything but the top 2 and never do them.