Sorry the three times "at bat" doing startups was such an arduous journey, and more sorry your mental health suffered so greatly. Influencers, mentors, coaches

Sorry the three times "at bat" doing startups was such an arduous journey, and more sorry your mental health suffered so greatly. Influencers, mentors, coaches and the ilk are usually all just selling unreal outcomes in a package they try to show as something only they know, "the secrets". I've been fortunate in building things over the years, some small success and some failure and one massive failure. It is hard. Mental health, mindset and balance is so very important. My 02 worth, and you'll likely want change back. Find some early stage startup founders in your town (or online, I guess). If you can afford to take the time to do this. Buy them coffee & ask them if you can work on pure straight commission selling their product/service for 90 days. Maybe do it for a couple startups at the same time? Just a thought and wish you nothing but the best of luck in 2023 and beyond. Be well.