Mate, if you failed to make $10 online it means there is something seriously wrong with your mental model of how the world and business works. I am sorry about

Mate, if you failed to make $10 online it means there is something seriously wrong with your mental model of how the world and business works. I am sorry about your health, of course get that addressed first. Then ask yourself what you want and get someone who had more success than you to point out what's wrong with your beliefs and approach.