Mania is a hell of a drug. I've done so many amazing things because of it. Life feels dull and slow without it. At the same time, the cost was high. I chose to

Mania is a hell of a drug. I've done so many amazing things because of it. Life feels dull and slow without it. At the same time, the cost was high. I chose to live without mania. I want to slow down and work on things I want to do, not be driven to do things, no matter how amazing they turned out.