- first take care of your health, physical and mental both. - Try smaller goals, for a week, then month. Any change would take some time so don't rush. - I wou

- first take care of your health, physical and mental both. - Try smaller goals, for a week, then month. Any change would take some time so don't rush. - I would say don't go in relationship immediately until you are completely sure - I am grown up in developing country where people have much more challenges in life you might not imagine but they do their best one day at a time. Past is gone, focus on your daily routine. - See if there are any local NGOs where you can be a volunteer - Invest time in your skills based on your preference and past experience. All the best and things will change for sure.