Step one, see a therapist ( as others have said i'm sure ). Also, from reading, it seems like it's the worst of your life that's behind you not the best. Early

Step one, see a therapist ( as others have said i'm sure ). Also, from reading, it seems like it's the worst of your life that's behind you not the best. Early 30s i had an unsuccessful suicide attempt but managed to get things turned around through therapy and family and am very happy and content at 46. "It's a long road out of hell" is an accurate statement, it's more of a journey and you won't even know you've been succesful until a thread like this appears and you think back from where you were to where you are and the changes you've made.