You are 43 not 83. And you are a man, so even having kids is not off the table. Yes, it’s possible to turn your life around. And yes, there are people who did t

You are 43 not 83. And you are a man, so even having kids is not off the table. Yes, it’s possible to turn your life around. And yes, there are people who did that. But it seems like you are looking for help doing that. Its great that you are asking for help, I think this approach will get you somewhere. HN may not be the best place though.