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It sounds like do have a good number of things going for you from, based just on what you wrote and how you wrote it. Your English is great, and your writing clear and coherent. You have considerable savings, which means you were frugal when you were earning, and have made your savings last one decade already. Finishing a MechEng degree and working as an analyst shows you’re intelligent. It sounds like you are focusing on the things that are not going for you right now. It would help you to speak more candidly with a trained professional. Finding a therapist that you can open up to and have good conversations with sounds like a good bet.