Thank you for your understanding, I am sorry if I'm coming off as rambly and incoherent (again). I don't know what those other disciplines you're talking about

Thank you for your understanding, I am sorry if I'm coming off as rambly and incoherent (again). I don't know what those other disciplines you're talking about, and I don't know of anyone who makes a living being something like a tourist guide, or something similar. It's quite sad for me to even think about leaving my home country, as my parents are actually immigrants. And to be honest, without my parents near me, I break into depression easier. All in all... Thank you for your kind words.