Coping. I had lists like yours in the 1990s, but working to make rent eventually expanded to use up all of my time. Now I practice meditation and stoicism, wor

Coping. I had lists like yours in the 1990s, but working to make rent eventually expanded to use up all of my time. Now I practice meditation and stoicism, work on myself with bodybuilding and kickboxing, but have no expectation that things will improve. That said, I didn't know about manifestation, or such basic principles as the difference between reason and meaning. So I believe that I inadvertently shifted into this difficult reality. In the end, all that matters is consciousness and being alive. So I silenced my inner monologue, experienced ego death and the dark night of the soul, and am putting my energy into reconnecting with love for all things. Practicing non-attachment and moving with the flow of life as things unfold with divine timing. Loosely, imagine if everything was the opposite. Imagine if there were no billionaires, just rising median incomes and UBI. No dogma, no politics, just living life in peace. Being able to self-actualize and invent. Not.. whatever all this is. That's why I dream to let it all go and shift into the new age.