You've said better than my comment here. I haven't had a single tear in the past 10 years but back then it helped kickoff the process of showing up a lot. The f

You've said better than my comment here. I haven't had a single tear in the past 10 years but back then it helped kickoff the process of showing up a lot. The fighting action has its reaction that eat soul. Being strong is being painful while keeping everything functioning. I wish I had ability to cry again. Idk, it's a magic to yield back energy to start a new cycle.