I am mostly indifferent to cocaine, meth, meph, but I wouldn‘t do them anymore as I consider them highly harmful drugs. G is nice, if I stumble over it. Poppers

I am mostly indifferent to cocaine, meth, meph, but I wouldn‘t do them anymore as I consider them highly harmful drugs. G is nice, if I stumble over it. Poppers are nice too, but they make you go blind. Yet the occasional ecstasy hits I actively do are, as sad as it sounds, the highlights of my life, even knowing it literally melts my brain. And I just love ketamin. Even more pleasant to me: Benzos and benzolikes. I avoid taking them like the plague they are, but I think about them every single day, probably once every hour. They just feel so damn good and they are then only drug I could ever be addicted to. Yet even thoughts of nicotine make me feel physically sick in my stomach and throat. I never want to take it again in any form. I also strongly dislike coffee despite actively trying to start consuming it to become more human and do the "go for a coffee" thing they all love to do. Everyone is different!