Feels like a speeding locomotive rushing through my brain, while you're fully aware of the roaring fury of it and yet totally paralyzed. I can't even open my e

Feels like a speeding locomotive rushing through my brain, while you're fully aware of the roaring fury of it and yet totally paralyzed. I can't even open my eyes. When I was 17 I'd get them quite often. One time in that period, my experience could have been described as paranormal. My eyes somehow opened, and the "energy" tore through of my body in a green light that swirled and floated throughout my bedroom. That particular type of experience only happened that one time.