There are all kinds of different jobs in tech, all kinds of technologies you could be working on, and all kinds of companies you could be working at. There are

There are all kinds of different jobs in tech, all kinds of technologies you could be working on, and all kinds of companies you could be working at. There are lots of companies that do really important work, and not just shoveling bullshit around. It seems as if your current job isn't working for you. If I was you, I'd think about what does excite me and then see if I could pursue it. Find a new job, change careers. Obviously not gonna happen in an instance.