My comment is actually not about truth seeking. It's about truth defending. I know some atheists who surpass me in terms of being interested in truth. Few will

My comment is actually not about truth seeking. It's about truth defending. I know some atheists who surpass me in terms of being interested in truth. Few will stick up to defend what they think is true unfortunately. They'll privately confess their reservations about being complicit to lies, but they won't actually do anything public. Thus their truth seeking is fruitless, and a waste of time. Knowing something and not having it change your behavior is just wasting time. If you're the same person after having discovered the truth as you were before, what was the point?