There are churches that will accept you for who you are, and let you search for what you need. If you showed up at my church and introduced yourself as "not a C

There are churches that will accept you for who you are, and let you search for what you need. If you showed up at my church and introduced yourself as "not a Christian, but I think regular involvement with this group would be healthy for me" I would welcome you and find ways to involve you. Organized religion is not for everyone, but it might be that what you want can be served by organized religion, a la carte. Drop me a message if you want to know more.