I lost hope. Even though hope sometimes meant faith and sometimes meant believe in something which offer no hope. 2 years hk, 20 years of trying to get them i

I lost hope. Even though hope sometimes meant faith and sometimes meant believe in something which offer no hope. 2 years hk, 20 years of trying to get them in and be part of but turn out it use its power to suppress internal and external fire (and even offer totalitarianism as alternative to human existence), not to mention 20 years of Beijing protest … 2000 years of ok with imperialism (from qin to now) and even colonialism (qing dynasty). Not sure it can be changed. Just another one bite the dust. Or should we keep on hoping.