OP, as some one in the same shoes as you, I will not tell you that life will be rosy if only you waited a little longer; for I cannot predict the future. but m

OP, as some one in the same shoes as you, I will not tell you that life will be rosy if only you waited a little longer; for I cannot predict the future. but may I offer a way forward? How about living out of spite, to outlive all your enemies and detractors, all the idiots who get to breathe air for free? it's not a happy thought, but it may provide for you to live longer, and who knows, life indeed might be rosy, and if not, at-least you didn't give any quarter to the dumbos, you will have fought the good fight.