I think another thing that's causing it is social media ... the thought of ...i want to have the perfect family too and post photos of such so I get tons of lik

I think another thing that's causing it is social media ... the thought of ...i want to have the perfect family too and post photos of such so I get tons of likes too for what I created (the picture of me with my beautiful family). If i cant achieve that i'll be alone. That's just one thing yet not sure how big or small of a driver it is.