Whatever you decide to do next, please be gentle with yourself. If you are in a position to even appreciate the post, you have probably done well! I get it. An

Whatever you decide to do next, please be gentle with yourself. If you are in a position to even appreciate the post, you have probably done well! I get it. And i think i might know why: we are all smart here. Smart enough to do outstandingly well at high school. As time goes on: university and career the selection bias reveals itself. We are now with millions of peers and statistically some of them will be well ahead by some measure. In short: the feeling is to be expected, and it is by design of modern life and high interconnectedness