I cannot care less about "embarrassment" when I publish code. Code is code. Everyone has its own style. Every project has its own constraints. I guess you did

I cannot care less about "embarrassment" when I publish code. Code is code. Everyone has its own style. Every project has its own constraints. I guess you didn't write bad code on purpose. You wrote it because it was the best way at the time. And, frankly, if someone mocks you because of code you wrote somewhere, it's a good sign to ignore them. I don't mean code to be included in some other projects, but code that you wrote for your own eyes.