Getting nauseous often happens in association with a recollection / reliving of something, or in relationship to the sluggishness / cotton-numbness of depressiv

Getting nauseous often happens in association with a recollection / reliving of something, or in relationship to the sluggishness / cotton-numbness of depressive states or negative ideation. After purging - immediate relief, clarity, shift of thinking process, vitality, presence. Not sure about “seeking” it though - it’s mostly spontaneous. You get sick and purge.