I make writing mistakes constantly with a pen. My brain is multiple letters ahead and whether I'm writing in cursive or in plain old print I will be ahead of my

I make writing mistakes constantly with a pen. My brain is multiple letters ahead and whether I'm writing in cursive or in plain old print I will be ahead of myself and be sometimes writing the wrong letter in the wrong order. And it's not like I manually handwrite things rarely. That's my go-to thing when I need to sketch out an idea because on the computer you are constrained in ways that you just aren't with your hands. I can write anything the way I want with analog accuracy as opposed to type and write anything the way I want on a computer with digital accuracy which is more precise. Sometimes you don't want precision in a digital sense when you want things to have that analog messiness. English is my native language and I've always been like this and I'm 34 years old.