If you find comfort in trying to make sense of chaos go hard, but it seems like apophenia to me. The only dreams I could consistently remember growing up were

If you find comfort in trying to make sense of chaos go hard, but it seems like apophenia to me. The only dreams I could consistently remember growing up were when I was being chased by Velociraptors or a T-Rex. I got 99 problems, but a T-Rex ain't one.