> I think I grasp the fundamentals but I still can't visualise what will actually happen if we continue as is. I wish I knew where to start. It was frustrating

> I think I grasp the fundamentals but I still can't visualise what will actually happen if we continue as is. I wish I knew where to start. It was frustrating for me to know that we could have fixed it, but we didn't. It might be more upsetting to learn about it now that it's too late. In any case, I'm sorry to hear what you are about to learn, if you are willing to seek the truth. Even if you aren't, the future is coming, sooner than expected.