I'd love to get back into it, but I'd fear that all my lessons and parental "guidance" with music and singing would come flooding back and ruin it again for me

I'd love to get back into it, but I'd fear that all my lessons and parental "guidance" with music and singing would come flooding back and ruin it again for me like it did the first time around. I was one of those kids whose parents kind of imposed music on us kids rather than let us enjoy it. It makes me happy to see someone getting some joy out of singing, I hope you really emjoy it!