Thanks. Your comment resonated with me. I had a similar crash/burn at the same time after a decade of 100hr work weeks hoping to "break out" but it never happe

Thanks. Your comment resonated with me. I had a similar crash/burn at the same time after a decade of 100hr work weeks hoping to "break out" but it never happened. I don't really know what comes next either or even if I have real wisdom from it, I no longer have any concerns about it though. For a while when people ask me what I do I told them "I'm a failure." Which got some interestingly hostile responses much of the time, so I've stopped doing it. I think those are just other people on the same path but don't want to admit it yet.