Yes, sometimes it's a level of self-hatred (or at least lack of self care) which makes you feel that you deserve nothing better than the job you have (which you

Yes, sometimes it's a level of self-hatred (or at least lack of self care) which makes you feel that you deserve nothing better than the job you have (which you hate, and as a result, makes you hate yourself more for being there, and it's a vicious cycle).