>I've reached a point where I don't think any additional harm would be caused by doing so. My friend, I truly feel your pain. I have been there, and I promise

>I've reached a point where I don't think any additional harm would be caused by doing so. My friend, I truly feel your pain. I have been there, and I promise you it gets better. >I'm going to find out in ~2 weeks at my next meeting whether they want to try medicine or not. They're going to ask you if you want to try medication. I would encourage you to be actively engaged in your therapy. You can start by thinking about how you would answer the question, "would you like to try medication?" I suspect you have conflicting feelings about it; being able to articulate them clearly is a good way to start.