If you don’t care about anything why do you care to be curious? You see? Ive just found one thing that interests you. It means you’re lying to yourself. You’re

If you don’t care about anything why do you care to be curious? You see? Ive just found one thing that interests you. It means you’re lying to yourself. You’re telling yourself stories that are simply not true. So either take your head out of your butt and start deep honest conversation with yourself (and not with ideas from other peoples books, whoever they are). Or just invest some time in finding a good therapist to work this out. Or if this doesn’t interest you - find a random one, who would just drug you. Or it may be a combination of these. In either case - you should stop looking for a feeling that magically comes to you (this is what drug addicts do), and start looking for a meaning that you define or create for yourself.